Thursday, March 4, 2010

Validation

These last few days of free time have really brought on introspection. I'm yet to form an opinion of my time here at ISB. Unlike at BHU, where I was nostalgic even before I left, ISB seems to defy classification. So I decided to go hunting for other similar experiences.

Of course, talking to ISBians is too small a sample. But the overall feeling I got was that most of my MBA friends (ISB, IIMs, US etc) were underwhelmed by the MBA experience. This effect was even more pronounced with those who had harrowing placement experience (and hence could be discounted to an extent) but the nagging feeling that an MBA is not all that it was cracked up to be could not be shaken off. Why is it then that the stereotype of the MBA Gods has spread like wildfire ? Does society's perspective of MBAs differ significantly from the students' ? If so, why ? Perhaps it is because our benchmarks change once we're inside.

A couple of interesting reads helped put things in perspective. Keep off the grass by Karan Bajaj takes a "pot" shot at management education at the IIMs. It's a must-read to appreciate some of the absurdity that goes on behind the scenes in Indian management education. A second, and probably more cultured, version of the B-school experience is Ahead of the Curve by Phil Broughton. Based on his two years at HBS, he puts a more realistic spin on the pressures faced by the students at an international B-school and comes very close to what my experience at ISB was like.

Both authors speak of the pressure to perform, of somehow finishing top of the curve. They also talk of the serendipity of success, of learning to take failings in your stride and not being overwhelmed by peer pressure. Easier said than done when every incoming student will be fighting tooth and nail for that pot of gold called IB/VC/PE/MC. Is this correct ? Students will have to compromise simply because of demand supply mismatch. Is this fair ? Why ask people to write lofty essays about goals when you know almost 80% of them won't be able to achieve them ? I think the GSB prof was on the right track when he asked - How much will you bend over for ?

My own personality has undergone some change since I came here. I was always introverted and critical to begin with, but now I sense that I have become more cynical. A sameness begins to creep in after some time and diversity and participation become mere buzzwords. As managers, when we are taught to question everything and deal with the uncertainty of everyday business, it can easily become the twisted prism through which we view life. I would not like this cynicism to be my greatest takeaway from an MBA. Entrepreneurs, especially, will have to figure out how to retain their dreams when surrounded by this ocean of randomness and pessimism.

Don't get me wrong - there's no experience like B-school. Everything about them is larger than life. For a few months, you're likely to be more alive than ever before and you'll be challenging everything you thought you knew about yourself. It's a grand adventure. But, like all adventures, it's not without risks. I only wish that starry-eyed folks who come in expecting the moon can be better prepared to imagine the worst-case scenario and have the right contingencies planned.

3 comments:

  1. dont let mba aspirants read this.... the post will make them all the more confused... but yea, i endorse watever u said... in every b-school, the knowledge gained is prolly not thaaat gr8, but for ppl who bother tryin to do something different, the experience is a big takeaway... n m sure both of us have managed to get at least that :)

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  2. Well yes. Apparently, I have learnt to faff confidently of things I don't have an iota of knowledge about :)

    Well on my way to becoming a consultant!

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  3. Hi Rohit,

    My comment here is slightly off the track , but this being your recent post, I wanted to ask you here. Hope you don't mind.

    By the way, I am Sonali with 4+ yrs of experience from the usual flock of IT people! I am planning to take GMAT this August and apply for ISB.

    I think I should have taken this decision a bit earlier as the application date for ISB is nearing and I haven't completed my prep for GMAT yet and I got no clue about essays and recommendations!

    Having said that, I wanted to know what all prep is required to put in essays! Also, I would like to mention that I have no Extra Curricular activities on record :-/. I have done few but I have not maintained any track of it. Is mentioning them enough?

    Thanks in advance for your blogs as I am reading them when I am very confused about GMAT and my career options and reading this is kind of soothing and inspiring. I would rather say its making me clear as what to do.

    Awaiting your inputs.

    Cheers,
    Sonali.

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